Note: Just read it and don't ask questions cause it's better that way...and if you don't like what your reading please don't continue on...this is a post on how I feel and I don't mean to hurt anyones feelings but this is my blog after all and I have post which contains how I feel about certain things...And if I've cross any lines..my apologies.
She's-not-cute! Doesn't mean she's born slim with a belly and tiny breast and a hint of British blood if I'm not mistaken means she's HOT! Her sister is prettier honestly...and if she wasn't such a flirt and such a kiss up! and such a Oh, the opposite sex just adores me and they get all high around me! Then maybe I would find her looks OK. Fact is I hate flirts! Girls that use their sexuality to get what they want ALL THE TIME! Cause I do believe that there comes a time in every females life they got to use their sexuality to get what they want and need...but absolutely NOT and may I repeat myself again NOT! All the bloody time! Those that even bother to vote or compare their friends on facebook are absolutely not true friends at all! It's ridiculous to even think comparing your friends with each other is OK! Some may think oh it's just for fun voting on who has the best smile...obviously I don't fall in that category it's actually my weakest according to my so-call friends who voted...I added that application ages ago and never used it...just keep getting updates until I disabled the email sending and am too lazy to look for the application on my profile cause I have too many and delete it...Anyway...I don't think she's the hottest single..Honestly you don't have to be thin to get guys! It's absolute bullshit and guys that like girls who whine all the time are shallow! And for crying out loud GIRL! If you don't have at least a B cup breast or breast that are full cause most girls their breast isn't fleshy on the top...girls will get what I mean...wear a f*king push up bra...and stop talking about your f*king breast! And advertising yourself! Unless you want to get rapped by some perv anytime soon then please be my guest and continue the shit your doing! Sum it up this is a post out of frustration...Don't like what your reading...well ain't my problem.
Well yah..maple AGAIN...lolx...and now I feel like slapping my sister because she deleted some VERY important links and she's gone on a lil trip with Ryan and family and won't be back till Monday and I'm having a headache...feeling damn right annoyed right now...feeling so annoyed...I think it's cause I woke up too early due to my dog howling for attention since it's mating season..and the fact that my mom and sis have been constantly walking in and out of my room looking for a black singlet from MNG which my sis and I both own the same one...which strangely...mine is missing and so is hers! Anyway about maple...the patch is corrupted even when I've successfully downloaded it..every time I try to run it my comp auto restarts...so sis un-installed maple completely and when she wanted to download the full version of the game again they only have it until ver.54 when the newest is ver.56...so gonna have to wait until ver.56 is out...and my head is killing me and I feel horrible...and I'm so going to be overdose on meds...
No sir, well I don't wanna be the blame, not anymore It's your turn, so take a seat we're settling the final score And why do we like to hurt, so much?
I can't decide You have made it harder just to go on And why, all the possibilities where I was wrong
That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa I drowned out all my sense with the sound of its beating And that's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa
I wonder, how am I supposed to feel when you're not here Cause I burned every bridge I ever built when you were here I still try holding onto silly things, I never learn Oh why, all the possibilities I'm sure you've heard
That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa I drowned out all my sense with the sound of its beating(beating) And that's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa
Hey, make your way to me, to me And I'll always be just so inviting If I ever start to think straight This heart will start a riot in me Let's start, start, hey!
Why do we like to hurt so much? Oh why do we like to hurt so much?
That's what you get when you let your heart win! Whoa
That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa
Now I can't trust myself with anything but this And that's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa
Sick...coughing lungs out...nose block...having hard time breathing...stomach feels funny...and seeing things blur...and because of that I went to ask for MC...and am home now for 3days...but going back on Tuesday because of Wesak holiday which in also another 3days and it starts on Sunday...and the Commander didn't give me my phone...MY PHONE!!! STUPID MAN! I WANT VODKA!!!
Last post of the month...how depressing is that? And I won't be able to see my dog until the 7th and oh, everyone else lolx ...and people say I've lost weight which is definitely a good thing for me, and today my parents took me to watch IRON MAN! Woohoo! Sis was right the show rocked! And I so can't wait for the 2nd sequel hahax...Gosh I love the show wouldn't mind watching it a second time unlike some of the people i know who refuse to watch with me cause they've already seen the show and claim that it's a waste of money...but hey; I'm the kind of girl who would pay to watch a movie the 2nd time in the cinema if it really is worth watching...But the thing about Iron Man is during his test flights Tony Starks should have died of a concussion months ago! I mean he flew backwards and his head slam into the ceiling...hmm...owell it's MARVEL after all... Well to all who actually do bother to read my blog...I'll be gone from planet earth literally cut off from the outside world until the 7th of June...I have no idea what's going to happen when I'm back in camp cause I'm still sick and some how have a feeling that I'm only going to get worst so I'll need lots of prayer from everyone...since I most definitely won't be getting more rest there...
I hate all the pictures that I took back in camp! I look a total mess! And while I was gone why didn't anyone tell me that a flat chest flirt became an extreme sluttish flirt that people vote the highest on my friends list of singles to date! And I have a major headache every time I cough! Well here's another story that I've heard in NS that I just remembered; And oh...just realize this cute I've met from camp she's from Sabah if I'm not mistaken or Sarawak...gosh I'm horrible! But right now I sort of feel like crying! Cause she's gone home for good she has been considered ended the program...haihz...anyway;
Dorm D It's always either Dorm D or C that sotong's from there keep having visits from the underworld? Well my friend told me one night that one of the Chinese girls heard someone crying so she just looked up and saw someone sitting on the bed crying and another girl rush towards the crying girl, so she didn't bother and went back to sleep; but then that's when things turn out to be a little strange..because the girl who went towards the crying one panicked and woke the previous girl up and asked her to call the jurulatih...and so she did...and when she arrive back with the jurulatih everyone looked freaked out...they said the girl crying wasn't one of the girls...it was something else.