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A Day Out With Christine In Time Square

Taking a break from hat shopping at McD
Sweet carbonated drinks lolx...sinful but nice...Finally got my hat! And so did Ino-chan (Christine).

Edison Chen Quits Show Biz And Returns To Canada! ( I'll miss him TT_TT ) And a bit on Heath Ledger & Paris Hilton?!

Well was actually afraid to search for his picture on the web cause I don't want to see his nude pics! His a great looking guy...bad boy me likey...but his a play boy sadly..and the fact that all this happen that sent him into depression and pretty much wanted to kill himself after what happen...his already so famous and earning so much! Why would he want to pull of something like this? Exactly! He didn't..it was the moron that serviced his lap top that did it! Gosh!! I mean on my point of view if Edison wanted to pull something off like this don't you think he would have let leak ONE picture of him with some star having sex? Instead of tons of it! Well...pretty much ALL of it? Duh! No. Anyway need to go and get ready to go out now...

The results are out and Heath Ledger has died of drug over dose..he was prescribe for 6 DIFFERENT DRUGS! Some were for sleeping, other's for depression and anxiety word is he took them all, but I do not believe he would kill himself! He loves his daughter, so why would he take his own life? I guess it was a phrase in his life gone terribly wrong...poor Heath...will miss him oh so dearly..Gonna watch the last film he ever completed which is Batman : The Dark Knight

And Paris Hilton is dating Benji Madden? Crazy or what?! She was reported dating Jared Leto earlier this month...Oh hottie Jared...
Don't worry I don't always update on celebrities...Just whenever I feel like it

Super Messy DIY Black Tips French Manicure

Anyway just woke up and I was doing my nails like a zombie...was the last person in the house still awake...wasn't planning to do it this way but owell...I was tired so just simply did it...well at least my nails are black XD I love black =p

In The Middle Of The Night

Note: This post was originally meant to be post last night...but I was busy midway typing it...and dad used the comp...and AGAIN closed my Mozilla when I told him not to after he was done using...oh well...

Ginger was whining and crying and it was about 2am and I was extremely tired but I couldn't sleep with her making so much noise...then when I came down she had puked out her dinner...earlier yesterday we had taken her to the vet, the doc said she was OK...and that the reason she had vomited the day before was because her dog food wasn't suitable for her, because her previous food was always chicken flavor and the pet shop we went to was out of stock, so they recommended my dad to try this other brand but it's for adult dogs and they still said it was still OK for my puppy to take it cause she's 7moths old and she's almost an adult...Well she was OK for a week then she got really sick this week...And we all know why now. Anyway 1st at 2am she puked out her entire dinner so I did a quick cleaning up cause my puppy's a very clean puppy if her cage is dirty with pee, poop or vomit she'll cry all night till someone cleans it up then she'll sleep. After I clean her cage I went upstairs...she was quiet for awhile then she started crying again...went back down let her out to walk around the house...that's when she started sniffing the same spot and moving around it, took her outside she perched! No at all solid but ABSOLUTELY watery! Like pee..but it's POOP water...so had to clean it up...Again after that put her in and I went up to sleep...she was quiet awhile yet again then started crying...went back down AGAIN! And thought maybe she was hungry gave her a bit of dog treats and then went up to continue sleeping since she lied down in her cage...And she started whining AGAIN! Went down for the last and FINAL time...And I just lied down next to her cage...as she lied down looking miserable, which was upsetting and with her nose poke out of the cage, facing directly at me...and she suddenly got up and vomited out all the dog treats I gave her....later in the morning about 8.30am she didn't even make a single sound to tell us she was hungry...she dared not even eat...so we fed her bread...changed her food...and now she's OK...praise the lord for that...

Listening to Paramore - For A Pessimist, I'm Pretty Optimistic

Such a pathetic thing to hold a grudge for...I feel sorry for you.

D.I.Y French Manicure (black and wine red

It's not very obvious cause I didn't have white or any light colors that match black...but I'm quite please with the result as it is the 1st time I'm doing something like this.

Gutless

Hmm before I get to why this post is titled gutless well...yesterday my seven month old puppy Ginger was not feeling well at all..she vomited out her breakfast and dinner, it was really bad and she was all weak but fortunately she recovered quickly and was running around the house again.

Well Christine posted a vid of herself playing the guitar and singing Life House - You and Me and dedicated it to Stephanie which was really cool of her. And I was also planing to record a vid with her...but I'm WAY too shy about singing cause my singing ain't that good...and finally I have the confidence to do it though I look pretty bad..uploading the vid now on youtube.

Things I Should Have Done This Morning

Should have drank COFFEE!!!
Well...that's pretty much it.....just had my lunch...don't really enjoy it...so sick of eating...I eat to live not eat to eat. And am scanning the comp...it's taking forever!VERY sleepy...gonna bath Ginger soon...then it's my turn to bath....then gonna game...lv99 now...well pretty fast actually since I'm training the old fashion way haha...I love to sing but seriously find that I'm bad in it..tomorrow's gonna be a long day...hopefully I can be lv100 by tomorrow...

- Rocking with Paramore's latest album Riot.

One Republic - Stop And Stare (their newest single and video)

The video aired on TV is actually shorter..they cut out a lot of parts from the front.

This Time

Dedicate it to someone.

This time it's different;
It's different;
it's not going to be like last time;
You broke my heart once;
Twice;
Three times;
Four...
I can't remember any more;
Five times?
Truth is I've lost count by now;
They told me that I should move on;
I've tried;
Once;
Twice?
Three times?
So many times that even I've lost track of it;
I want you;
Need you;
Miss you;
Want your happiness;
Want you in my happiness;
I thought we had it, I really did;
It wasn't a dream...how could it be?
I can still feel the warmness of your hand against mine;
Your fingers cross in mine;
Can still smell you;
Hear your heart beat against my ears;
But now it's all gone;
The minute you told me that nothing will happen, after you allowed so much to happen;
I lost my heart;
I lost myself;
I lost everything I am;
Everything that I was;
I'm broken;
Was broken before;
Now broken beyond repair;
This time;
I don't think I can ever be the same again;
This time;
I don't think I can let this go, just like that;
This time;
As I watch my tears fall down my face and on to my acoustic guitar;
As I play the song that you love, and the one that I've grown to love;
I'm letting you go;
This time it's different;
I'm going to grow up now;
I'm going to be stronger;
Even though my heart is shattered;
My soul is shattered;
This time it's different;
Cause I'm going to be stronger.

(Watch out this girl kicks ASS!) Christine - You And Me

Hmmm

Hmmm...planing to try French Manicure...well I shaped my nails...not really a success...and now I'm reading on how to have French Manicure and I've already done the first step WRONG! Here's the instructions.

1. First before applying nail polish clean your hands and nails thoroughly with an exfoliate scrub. If you do not have an exfoliate scrub you can add just a tad of salt to hand lotions. Be sure to rinse and dry your hands and nails well.

2. Next, you will need to file your nails. Always remember to file your nails from the corner to the center of each nail. Do not file straight across than can cause your nails to become weak. File in one direction only. Finding the right type of nail for filing can be found at your local beauty supply store. The coarse side of the nail file is for filing while the fine side is for finishing.

3. Using a hand moisturizer is the next step. Many nail technicians can give you the best ideas for moisturizers. Some people prefer to use olive or almond oil. You will now need to either soak your nails so soften your cuticles or you can also wrap them in a warm towel. Now, gently push back your cuticle using a cuticle stick. Do not cut your cuticles. Thoroughly rinse your hands with warm water and remember to dry completely.

4. Your next step in getting a French manicure is to apply one clear base coat completely over your nail. Let the base dry. This base coat will help strengthen and protect your nail.

5. To achieve the square look for your French manicure, paint a straight line across the tips of all of your fingernails. If you prefer a rounded look, follow the curve of your nail. If you want a pointed look paint each side of your nail to the center. You may find sticky strips to help you get a straight line when polishing. Let the polish dry.

6. The final step in your French manicure is to apply a coat of translucent pink polish over your entire nail; this will seal the tip that you just polished white and will finish the look. Let dry.

And here's the thing...I DON'T HAVE BASE COAT!! I haven't even heard of it until end of last year! eeeks~! So gonna ask SASA if they have it or not the next time I go to Leisure Mall...But I use top coat! Lolx...sometimes I paint another layer of top coat over my current layer of it..hehe...And I'm not going to follow EXACTLY everything in the instructions...just enough to allow my nails to look nice ^^V

My blog bores me lolx...

Watch Jumper Today

Well watched Jumper today with Christine and Wing Tsun actually invited them to go lolx~! Amanda was invited but she had already watched it already...so maybe gonna hang out again next week if Christine can come along...well I'm not exactly well yet...but I went out anyway and had lunch with Christine, Wing Tsun and Gideon...and I was throwing fries at Gideon =p

The movie was good not great but good...some didn't like it but I know I did the effects were awesome the story line was very straight forward...not much of a plot in it...but I also agreed that the ending could have been better. But I am also a fan of Hayden Christenson so it was nice to get to watch him again.

-still sick.

Just Vomited

Been trying to vomit since I realize I got a lot of wind in me..well today it all just came out less than 2minutes after I ate my lunch...still ain't feeling good.

The Jonas Brothers - S.O.S

Still Sick

Got a lot of wind inside of me...it's irritating and uncomfortable...and I need some more rest...can't believe I'm going National Service next month...can't even think about it.

-still sick.

-Who would have thought that such a small matter could become such a big problem. Who would have thought that one had the right to be over sensitive about certain issues and totally block out all the good things the other has done and only choose to remember the bad things, who would have thought this person could just throw it all away. Friendship lost, such a shame; but now even if I said I was sorry, I don't think it would mean a thing anymore.

Joseph Adam Jonas from The Jonas Brothes (a band)

2nd older brother in the band...his HOOOOT! And same age as mee!

Some Things...

Some things just can't be JOKE about...
Some things that are said by others that may not be welcoming to the ear doesn't ALWAYS necessarily mean that the person is against you.
Call us over SENSITIVE, or someone that can't take a JOKE, it doesn't matter; cause that's our opinion on things something that you can't change, same as how we can't change your opinion of that joke of yours.
We are different, but it's our differences that bonds our friendship together, but if we are not wise, that differences can tear our friendship apart.
Conflicts can make and break a friendship all the same.
I just hope we can SAVE this friendship.

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY~

-still sick

Morons...every single one of them...stupid post stupid ppl...i dun even know who those suckers are...so dun try and act smart on me bloody morons.

-sick

Given up on majority of the youth...not all but majority...

A Day In Pavillion With My Family <3

Finally~!!

Got my HOG~! LOLx!!! Trust me it was NOT easy to get because of my job class and sis and I really wanted it...well not as much as I want ZAKUM HELMET~! So actually earning money in the game to get the helmet lolx...no hurry though....Well spent 20million mesos on the hog...I still think it's worth it. Gonna take a nap...really tired.

New Year Clothes In Maple LOLX

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVERYONE~!!!

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEARS EVE TO EVERYONE~!!!

And this year is my sis Joanna's year~ Year of the RAT~!

Can't believe I totally mess things up...I don't even know how it happen!

Sum It All Up

Today's internet connection is HORRIBLE! Died TWICE in maple today due to lag..the batch of people I was training with weren't nice, impatient and rude! The nice ones all had to go leaving me with a friend whose mood too had been swept away...like what's so funny when one dies in the game? Ass holes! And then I woke up this morning practically half dead...And someone upset me again...no big surprise happens practically everyday...Gonna take a shower then gonna chill on the coach maybe have a nap and let Ginger roam around while I'm at it...Had ice cream, energy fruit bar and a pathetic piece of bread...only ONE piece of bread.

Another Day

Hmm...gonna game again...it's fun why? I guess the company and well it's something to do...better than thinking about certain things that would really upset me...Ginger was trying to eat a termite royalty...Tired..but I can sleep when I'm dead.

I felt my tears run down my cheek again

How Much You Mean To Me

The title for this poem doesn't seem right for this poem actually but I couldn't think of one; the words are simple, but it seems straight forward enough for me; it doesn't have to be describe in any other way, because it's all so simple; and everyone can relate to and understand; it's all just plain and simple.

I know that I like you;
But I never realized that I really like you;
I accept the fact that nothing would ever happen between us,
That we are friends and always will be;
But I never realize that as the feelings that i have towards you grow the more I wish that we could be together;
I write this as a poem to express how I feel towards you;
In such simple yet straight forward words, that I will use to express how I feel;
Because this is all that I can do;
Because this is the only way I can express it;
I can't tell you about my feelings towards you;
Because I know what would happen if I do;
My heart aches when I think about it;
Well...it used to;
But I've grown to accept facts;
But the fact is I still can't let you go;
No matter what you still hold a special place in my heart;
I know how obvious it is about my feelings for you;
A lot can tell by the way I look at you;
But you don't seem to notice;
Then they tell me I'm deserve much better than someone like you;
It didn't matter;
I still like you a lot;
And sadly more than I've ever liked anyone before;
My only secret desire is that I would hold a special place in your heart as well;
I don't feel the need to touch you if you don't want me to;
To feel your lips on mine;
I just want to be that special person, as you are to me;
But I know that it can never happen;
So all I can do is express my feelings towards you in words;
Words that will never be read by you.

I can be sweet just most of the time I'm not.

Yesterday

Went to Stephanie's 18th birthday had a great time...whish I could have, had more actually...haihz...Christine came over to practice a song and fell in love with my dad's newest guitar...and i totally suck in singing lolx...woke up pretty later around 10+ and I'm still tired...feel kind of stone now actually.