Don't die Jenn...cause that would be depressing.

Lazy?!

Wow...stupid moron calls me lazy! Bullshit! Come on for crying out loud she always comes home sits at the comp and does her stuff! And I have to do the chores! Even today! Hey she's not the only moron with a headache alright! I'm tired as well! As the matter of fact I feel like puking right now! And she says I'm lazy! Bullshit! So annoyed! So frus! WHATEVER MAN!

Anyway...went out with Stephanie and her sis today...bought a dark purple top from Purple Dots boutique...well at least it's not black lolx...and I still can't decide which color to highlight...haihz

I GOT MY GRANDE JAVA CHIP WOOHOO!!

Disagree?

Well a friend of mine posted this short post on his blog about how his currently struggling with things..and how things just seem to fall apart...and well some agree that his life is currently shitty cause he choose it to be? I think that's kind of bully honestly...yah, maybe some choices we make may cause us to have a shitty life BUT I don't think for his situation he sort of has a choice...so I think it's pretty unfair for them to judge him like this...but yet again that's their personal point of view...I believe that God allows us to struggle for many reason and one of those reason is so that when all this has passed we'll be stronger...

Going out later~

Sneezing all morning BAH!

Chips Crumps On My Table

Well Gideon drop in with a friend of his Joelene who used to attend youth..she's a nice girl...Well there was a lot of laughing and talking and I kind of miss the old me..cause lately I just can't shut up..and I think I know why...cause at NS there's pretty much no one I can really talk to...major language barrier and I pretty much kept my feelings to myself...guess I just have the need to just blurt out right now...but things haven't change much there's still a lot of drama happening around me..it's crazy...but when things are quiet yah...their quiet...well it's late..going out with my girl Stephanie in the afternoon need to get some sleep now but before that gonna indulge on a novel by Valerie Frankle titled Smart vs Pretty...that's all for well this early morning...nights all..i'm finally going to bed.

Dreaming of Starbucks JAVA CHIP GRANDE SIZE.

A Day Out

Well I had Carl's Jr! Woohoo! Everything about that place rocks! Was out with Hui Jean, my girl Nelly and Angeline!! We had a great time and well..Angeline, Nelly and myself got something...I was actually planning to get myself a M.A.C lip gloss; it's actually reddish brown you can't really see the color clearly cause well the picture is taken from my webcam...well I pretty much realize what a Drama Queen I can be and that kind of irritates me and you know what? I am a Queen Of Babble...that's pretty much the reason why my sis got me the novel Queen Of Babble in the first place...anyway I hope I get my allowance from NS asap cause I need the money! And I so need to chill more bah...



I LOVE M.A.C!!!

I hate food cause you make me fat; I love food cause they taste so good.

M!sunderstood

Things I am mistaken for...how do I know all these? Well it's either people tell me or I hear them from some back stabbing bitches and jerks.
~ Snob.
Doesn't mean sometimes I tend to not speak with the "la"s and with the Malaysia slang and I end up having some American accent means I'm faking it...well I'm trying to speak PROPER english! And it's not my fault if I end up speaking with some american accent which I don't even realize I do sometimes...but I tend to speak differently with different people. But that doesn't mean I'm a snob as well!
~ Goth?
Everyone has their emo moments, but that doesn't make me a goth even though at one point my nicknames and in game names were either GothicPunk or GoThSx..means I worship satan, slice my wrist and go around embracing death..gosh! Every teenager goes through a certain phrase! And, so what if I find goths some what interesting..besides majority of them are artistic and very talented in poetry and are vegans! And I like gothic style...well not all but certain type..those with a hint of goth glam and Lolita's HOT!
~ Boyfriend stealer.
I have never stolen anyones boyfriend and I have no idea how to..doesn't mean I happen to date my bff's ex makes me a boyfriend stealer that's absolute bullshit.

Tagged by Amerie

6 things i'm passionate about:

1. God
   
2. Love
   
3. Make Up
   
4. Music
   
5. Writting
   
6. Fashion
   

6 things i say too often:

1. I love you.
   
2. Can I kick you?
   
3. What the h*ll
   
4. Dotz
   
5. Swt
   
6. Bah
   

6 books i’ve read recently:

1. Smart vs Pretty
   
2. Conffessions of an air hostess.
   
3. Bibble
   
4. Queen Of Babble 2
   
5. ....
   
6. ....
   

6 songs i could listen to over and over again:

1. Paramore - My heart
   
2. Linkin Park - In Pieces
   
3. Olivia - A Little Pain
   
4. Tokio Hotel - Rescue Me
   
5. Avril Lavigne - Hot
   
6. Avril Lavigne - When your gone
   

6 things i learnt for the past year:

1. Sarcasm kills
   
2. Good Charlotte sound AWESOME in concert
   
3. Chester Bennignton from Linkin Park is so NICE in person
   
4. Crushes always leaves you crush
   
5. I can be very dangerous when angry
   
6. I have major emo moments.
   

6 people to tag:

1. Christine aka Ino-chan <3
   
2. Angeline
   
3. Gideon
   
4. Stephanie
   
5. Amanda
6. Alyssa
   

Imaginary Claws and a gun aimed to her HEAD! (WARNING not for under 18 readers!)

Note: Just read it and don't ask questions cause it's better that way...and if you don't like what your reading please don't continue on...this is a post on how I feel and I don't mean to hurt anyones feelings but this is my blog after all and I have post which contains how I feel about certain things...And if I've cross any lines..my apologies.

She's-not-cute! Doesn't mean she's born slim with a belly and tiny breast and a hint of British blood if I'm not mistaken means she's HOT! Her sister is prettier honestly...and if she wasn't such a flirt and such a kiss up! and such a Oh, the opposite sex just adores me and they get all high around me! Then maybe I would find her looks OK. Fact is I hate flirts! Girls that use their sexuality to get what they want ALL THE TIME! Cause I do believe that there comes a time in every females life they got to use their sexuality to get what they want and need...but absolutely NOT and may I repeat myself again NOT! All the bloody time! Those that even bother to vote or compare their friends on facebook are absolutely not true friends at all! It's ridiculous to even think comparing your friends with each other is OK! Some may think oh it's just for fun voting on who has the best smile...obviously I don't fall in that category it's actually my weakest according to my so-call friends who voted...I added that application ages ago and never used it...just keep getting updates until I disabled the email sending and am too lazy to look for the application on my profile cause I have too many and delete it...Anyway...I don't think she's the hottest single..Honestly you don't have to be thin to get guys! It's absolute bullshit and guys that like girls who whine all the time are shallow! And for crying out loud GIRL! If you don't have at least a B cup breast or breast that are full cause most girls their breast isn't fleshy on the top...girls will get what I mean...wear a f*king push up bra...and stop talking about your f*king breast! And advertising yourself! Unless you want to get rapped by some perv anytime soon then please be my guest and continue the shit your doing! Sum it up this is a post out of frustration...Don't like what your reading...well ain't my problem.

Maple...BAH! (chopped off head)

Well yah..maple AGAIN...lolx...and now I feel like slapping my sister because she deleted some VERY important links and she's gone on a lil trip with Ryan and family and won't be back till Monday and I'm having a headache...feeling damn right annoyed right now...feeling so annoyed...I think it's cause I woke up too early due to my dog howling for attention since it's mating season..and the fact that my mom and sis have been constantly walking in and out of my room looking for a black singlet from MNG which my sis and I both own the same one...which strangely...mine is missing and so is hers! Anyway about maple...the patch is corrupted even when I've successfully downloaded it..every time I try to run it my comp auto restarts...so sis un-installed maple completely and when she wanted to download the full version of the game again they only have it until ver.54 when the newest is ver.56...so gonna have to wait until ver.56 is out...and my head is killing me and I feel horrible...and I'm so going to be overdose on meds...

GOING TO CHOP MY HEAD OFF (major headache)

PARAMORE - WHAT YOU GET (OFFICIAL VIDEO)

I absolutely ADORE them!! Hayley is so CUTE!

No sir, well I don't wanna be the blame, not anymore
It's your turn, so take a seat we're settling the final
score
And why do we like to hurt, so much?

I can't decide
You have made it harder just to go on
And why, all the possibilities where I was wrong

That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa
That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa
I drowned out all my sense with the sound of its beating
And that's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa

I wonder, how am I supposed to feel when you're not here
Cause I burned every bridge I ever built when you were here
I still try holding onto silly things, I never learn
Oh why, all the possibilities I'm sure you've heard

That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa
That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa
I drowned out all my sense with the sound of its beating(beating)
And that's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa

Hey, make your way to me, to me
And I'll always be just so inviting
If I ever start to think straight
This heart will start a riot in me
Let's start, start, hey!

Why do we like to hurt so much?
Oh why do we like to hurt so much?

That's what you get when you let your heart win!
Whoa

That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa
That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa

Now I can't trust myself with anything but this
And that's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa

Home till TUESDAY!

Sick...coughing lungs out...nose block...having hard time breathing...stomach feels funny...and seeing things blur...and because of that I went to ask for MC...and am home now for 3days...but going back on Tuesday because of Wesak holiday which in also another 3days and it starts on Sunday...and the Commander didn't give me my phone...MY PHONE!!! STUPID MAN!

I WANT VODKA!!!

Iron Man ROCKS!

Last post of the month...how depressing is that? And I won't be able to see my dog until the 7th and oh, everyone else lolx ...and people say I've lost weight which is definitely a good thing for me, and today my parents took me to watch IRON MAN! Woohoo! Sis was right the show rocked! And I so can't wait for the 2nd sequel hahax...Gosh I love the show wouldn't mind watching it a second time unlike some of the people i know who refuse to watch with me cause they've already seen the show and claim that it's a waste of money...but hey; I'm the kind of girl who would pay to watch a movie the 2nd time in the cinema if it really is worth watching...But the thing about Iron Man is during his test flights Tony Starks should have died of a concussion months ago! I mean he flew backwards and his head slam into the ceiling...hmm...owell it's MARVEL after all...

Well to all who actually do bother to read my blog...I'll be gone from planet earth literally cut off from the outside world until the 7th of June...I have no idea what's going to happen when I'm back in camp cause I'm still sick and some how have a feeling that I'm only going to get worst so I'll need lots of prayer from everyone...since I most definitely won't be getting more rest there...

I STILL WANT JAVE CHIP GRANDE SIZE!

OMG!

I hate all the pictures that I took back in camp! I look a total mess! And while I was gone why didn't anyone tell me that a flat chest flirt became an extreme sluttish flirt that people vote the highest on my friends list of singles to date! And I have a major headache every time I cough! Well here's another story that I've heard in NS that I just remembered; And oh...just realize this cute I've met from camp she's from Sabah if I'm not mistaken or Sarawak...gosh I'm horrible! But right now I sort of feel like crying! Cause she's gone home for good she has been considered ended the program...haihz...anyway;

Dorm D
It's always either Dorm D or C that sotong's from there keep having visits from the underworld? Well my friend told me one night that one of the Chinese girls heard someone crying so she just looked up and saw someone sitting on the bed crying and another girl rush towards the crying girl, so she didn't bother and went back to sleep; but then that's when things turn out to be a little strange..because the girl who went towards the crying one panicked and woke the previous girl up and asked her to call the jurulatih...and so she did...and when she arrive back with the jurulatih everyone looked freaked out...they said the girl crying wasn't one of the girls...it was something else.

Fever Gone, Upper Lip Swallon

Had a major headache yesterday and it was a good thing I didn't follow Gideon to town cause if I did I think my head would have exploded...hahax....anyway slept all evening and night and I've just woken up...no idea why my upper lips is swollen..dad insist that it's not, mom comes up with a theory that might because I have flu and I blow my nose till my upper lip is swollen? O_o that's all for now...friend from NS sending me pictures that I was force to and some willing to take.

Fever Day5

Dad took me out today...even though I still wasn't feeling very well I agreed to it cause I miss going out with my parents...my fever was gone earlier then during dinner at TGI's it came back...and I've having constant headache since I woke up...and I haven't gotten much rest...everything I see feels a blur to me...and I'm hopping to go out tomorrow...and I've finally found something that looks punk like yet hip but....my maple hubby finds the skull beanie to gangster like, but it's maple for crying out loud...everything looks cute in maple! But ugly in maple really is UGLY! And Ginger refuses to go to her cage and sleep...guess she really does miss me she seems all excited when I go near her...my throat is still killing me...I need to sleep soon and I'm out of fever meds..

I LOVE MUSIC! I LOVE THE MP4 PLAYER MY SIS GAVE ME!

More NS Stories

Now before I get to the main topic updates on my life...it's mating season for...ANIMALS! Took Ginger for a walk while wrapping up her poop hmm...I heard her yelp and saw a Labrador next to me...sum it up followed me home and marked my house with his pee which I washed away once he left after my dad threw a stone at him... Still having fever...doctor says if I'm not better to come see him again and if my nose bleeds to take me straight to the emergency room...Dotz.

Sabah, Sarawak Girls?
Well..from what I've observe ALL Sabah and Sarawakien girls that do their brows are so thin they look like they've been drawn on it's ridiculous! And ugly!

Well my dorm mate from Sarawak if I'm not mistaken she's the ONLY person staying back in camp during the holiday the rest are going home because they have been selected for Form6 including her best friend who attended the same secondary school with her, and another girl is going home for the holiday...she could follow one of us home during the holiday but her mom wouldn't allow it.

Another girl from either Sabah or Sarawak (not very nice person) she was so happy and excited when she found out she got picked for Form6 when she got a call from the office informing her that her father had passed away..from what I've heard his been very sick for a long time...guess it's time for him to go.

Mr. Shuffle? Or Poser?
His average height, has muscles..ya whatever..and...BLACK! Hey every guy in camp is black except for this dude whose really tall..really thin..who even though is darker now still is VERY fair...back to "Mr. Shuffle" I have no idea why I nicknamed him that but I think it's because a girl I met from Sabah which is crazy but in a good way keeps "shuffling" when he came over to exchange an Mp3 player with one of the Dorm H girls...which at that time was like what the heck? Cause he has an Mp3 player but he keeps wanting to listen to this other girls Mp3 player...well he actually does break dance and pomping...however it's spelled I don't really bother cause he ain't that O SO GOOD IN IT...but he likes to act like he is..well every time I see him I pretty much stare at him so he keeps his distance from me...you see on Thursday and Friday everyone from different religions will go to separate classes and listen to teachers from their respective temples give talks and teachings and then prayers..same goes for us Christians...well one of that Thursday I lost my voice...I cough till I lost my voice and Mr. Shuffle had to talk to me on that day! He said he has "never" seen me smile before...and my friend defended me with the usual weak comment "she doesn't smile cause your ugly"...and he HAD to say "Don't smile for others, smile for yourself" and he did like this so cool emo pose O-PLEASE! it turned out nothing like that! I was so pissed off when I heard that...I was screaming in my head! "WHAT THE HAM? Oh give me a break..I'll smile when I wanna!" ....but seriously I look like a walking zombie all the time. And from what I heard his a chain smoker cause his teeth are all black..he went to a private school...and he took a break midway through his studies to come to NS..his studying Fashion Designing once he gets his Diploma his going to Paris to further his studies and his mom's an Interior Designer...But his leaving early anyway..cause all his "friends" have gone home to continue their studies.

Sotong's...
Rude, racist...I think we all know that already...some are nice...some are only nice when they want things from you...greedy..smell...hmm...and we have to let them do everything first because they have to go for prayer they always use the same line "Let xxxxx go 1st...we have to go xxxxxxxxx....yah whatever...so they take the food 1st and we get whats left of the "food" and they hug onto the shower till there's no more water left...but a bunch of us don't give a damn anymore...we just push our way to the food and shower...it's every girl for herself!

Bathroom Nightmare...
Girls always wanna look pretty but most girls should go to HYGIENE SCHOOL! I'll even go as far as to opening one! They can't even aim their anus into the hole and poop and they don't bother to flush or pour water! And what on earth is wrong with them! The bathroom drain hole is always blog cause some morons! Keep leaving rubbish inside or BARS of soap! so when you go in you on the shower..if their water...the water accumulates and you see bugs, dirt, hair floating up...and the water smells like pee...blood...it's so disgusting...

NS Stories

Well first of all I am still sick...my throat is seriously soar right now..And Jo got me an MP4!! Gosh I love her~ now I can go back NS listening to some decent music! Well music that I like hahax..
Breaks On Saturday&Sunday
we actually get a period of time to sleep during the weekends from about 1pm-5pm well actually if you skip lunch which is at 12.30pm you can sleep from that time on to around 5pm...around 5+ we need to line up in the dewan waste time listening to them bullshit and keep bullshitting... Actually we weren't suppose to have breaks which is absurd! Because they make us push ourselves to the limit hanging around the dewan with activities and etc etc and we don't get enough rest it's stressful AND insane...but all that change cause a girl from camp tried to kill herself and as a result they force her into postponement and sent her home until next year...what a shame..poor girl.

Not Cicak Man
Well earlier last month while my friend and I were washing out used food trays, there's buckets of soap water and sponges and as I was waiting my turn we look into the bucket and there was a huge lizard dead inside it's tail cut off and a bruise on it's head and this malay girl keep using the sponge to soak up the soap water without looking...we freaked out and quickly find another bucket of soap water...mind you that dead cicak infested bucket of soap water was practically ALMOST empty!

Ghosts?
Well here's the thing...Dorm H is the last dorm so it's situated in the very inside of the camp which is pretty much a jungle and the girls keep saying they always see something white floating around the trees at night and it keeps changing places...and then there's the whole SOTONG superstitions...like washing your pads so that pontianak won't come after you..don't bath once the sun sets or the water ghost will appear...don't sing while you shower or you'll marry an old man...never laugh too loud or too crazy or bad things will happen to you...

Kutu?
Just found out recently while I was lining up behind an indian girl from my dorm when I was a brown bug long body crawled out of her hair and crawled back in..mom told me it could be a tick from the bed or something that sucks your blood...either way it's grouse and creepy....so everyone keeps their distance from her...except those that don't know about her hair...

Well that's all for now...I'm very tired still having fever...throat is dry and hurting.

I WANT STARBUCKS! SOMEONE TREAT ME A JAVA CHIP GRANDEE!