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Playing with Renesmee (Nessie) and Jacob Black

XOXO
JenN

Monday, June 23, 2008

She was tag by CHRISTINE ROAR!!

1. Six People to Tag.

Gideon

Shanon

Angie (sweetie)

Manda mei

Zavier di

umm...Stephanie?

2. Six Things I'm Passionate About-

SIX?! OK..hmm..

God;

Family/friends

Studies

My hair (i guess)

MAKE UP!

Love <3

3. Six Things I Say Too Often-

Puke blood (in canto trans: spray blood)

I hate you

I love you

Dotz

What the...

OMYGOSH!

4. Six books I've read recently-

How to be popular by Meg Cabot

Queen of Babble 2 by Meg Cabot

Pretty vs Smart

Conffessions of an Air Hostess

A man's guide to the wemons bathroom

I take this man whether he wants to or not

5. Six Songs I can Listen to Again and Again-

ALL Linkin Park's songs (from hybird theory to minutes to midnight)

ALL Avril Lavigne's songs (from Let Go to The Best Damn Thing)

Busta Rhymes feat Linkin Park - We made it.

Nelly feat Fergie - Party People

Paramore - My heart <3

Paramore - That's what you get.

6.Things I learn in the past year-

I love him eventhough I hate him

I hate Secondary School Life WOOHOO!!!

I can be dangerously emo

I can act?

To appreciate life

Black rocks?

Her Comp Died On Her

Damn the lightning for destroying the comp in the 1st place and after
that only my sister decides to say the comps all mine coz
she's going to get her laptop next month...
Thx Jo..I guess;
And I managed to get my dad to call his friend to check the comp and
see if it can be save;
if it can't...well...I'll need to buy my own laptop...although I was
planing to get a camera instead HIAHZ!
Why God WHY~~!!!!!
I'm just really scared that if the comp is fix it'll die on me
AGAIN! And I'm really sleepy right now.
Ok, scratch that I'm SUPER sleepy right now...
And who on earth voted me PERKY?
I actually put it for fun..I mean people who know me or read my
blog can obviously see that I-am-not-PERKY!
That's all for now...and you won't be hearing much from me for awhile
since my comp died on me lolx.

Tuesday, June 17, 2008

A Series Of Heart Breaks (can it be fix?)

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Something I did for fun.

A Homemade Chicken Pie


A made up story for all to read;

It all begin on one fine Father's Day; everything was fine, card's were given,
roses. Then the family went to church and the father a great man,
was greeted by many, it was a proud day for all fathers it truly was.
A day they were remembered and appreciated for the things they did.
All those nights they stayed up late at work; working hard to support their family,
that's the thing about how families work, they actually work under an unspoken rule;
the father works hard to support the family, the wife she either works to support the family,
or she stays home take cares of the kids and the house. Well at least those were the old days
where women were seen as people who are always on the men's side,
taking care of his every needs,
and allowing him to make all the decisions, as they stand beside him no matter
what. But times have change, women now like to work, and affairs aren't such
a big surprise anymore, women go for plastic surgery to get what they weren't born with
or what they lost while they aged and shed their youthful looks and days.
But that's not what this story is about no. It's not, really it isn't.
It's a short story about how you will never be prepared for anything,
even though you may read about it in novels the papers watch it on TV?
Fact is nothing absolutely nothing can prepare you for anything until it happens to you.
The father, the husband was given a homemade chicken pie but he wasn't the
only one who received it.
Back home that night for dinner his wife prepared a father's day dinner;
everything was going fine until-
when the daughter asked about the chicken pie and the answer
that was given back by her mother, wiped out her father's facial expression completely;
he looked angry not just that furious and annoyed somehow a pinch of betrayal.
It was a dangerous look, a look his daughter had never seen before and just
might never forget.
When asked by the daughter if they were going to have the pie for dessert the father asked
her to throw it away, the wife didn't get it and made faces because she didn't
think she had done any damage but she was wrong.
The pie was left there over night not kept in the fridge just left there.
Which means...the pie was no longer eatable and it was left there for 2 days until;
the daughter could not take it any longer and decided to throw it away,
she couldn't say that she didn't feel a bit shame that the pie had to be thrown away,
cause she did feel that it was a shame, a perfectly fine homemade chicken pie,
all this happen because the wife had to say something inappropriate;
what made her say what she did?
Was it a large bowl of jealousy, a small bowl of envy, 2 spoon full of bitterness,
2 cracked eggs of hatred, and 2 drops of sourness.
A perfect recipe for a simple bitter cake.

By JenN
XOXO

She Watched Prom Night?!


Well it's a Tuesday! A day where my bff Christine doesn't have college and we went out for lunch; she suddenly had a craving for Wong Kok's cheese baked chicken chop rice. And I had the same, fattening I know but tasty...and I was so full after it I thought I was going to puke anytime! And William was with us we had a great time talking but he had to leave early... he needed to get back to work. And we girls decided to watch Prom Night, yes despite the bad reviews from the newspaper, and the people I know, but we went for it anyway; since either way we could had a buy one free one deal with the ticket; using Christine's card for all shows that has a star on it, you can use the card to buy a ticket and get the other for free. Now the show wasn't THAT bad...could have been worst actually; a few parts well you can guess what will happen next, but overall it was pretty boring; but I don't think it's THAT boring till you would fall asleep. But over all I had a great time; I always do when I'm out with my mei <3

XOXO

PS: The titled translated for Prom Night in Malay was "Malam Maut"; what's up with that!

She's Watching Gossip Girl


As we all know Gossip Girl is a TV series based on the popularly sold novel titles "Gossip Girl" Cecily von Ziegesar. The show is actually very interesting although some might see it as another teenage show about partying, sex and lost love or complicated love; like The O.C and One Tree Hill? Well maybe it is a little like that but it's different in it's own way it's very real and honestly; you got to watch it to know what I mean.
I'm not gonna start writing about what happens in the show cause if you are interested in it,
you got to watch it yourself.

XOXO

Monday, June 16, 2008

She's Cranky etc etc

I need my sleep...I don't see it as beauty sleep, or a time for me to recharge my battery...well maybe yah, to recharge my battery but I like sleeping and drifting off to my lil' LaLa Land~ in other worlds dream land; I like having strange dreams and all- but unfortunately in this house you don't get to sleep and wake up at your own convenience and Ginger is always waking me up around 7.30am and I rarely take afternoon naps maybe once or twice in a few months but I'm trying to take afternoon naps when I really can't stand it anymore.
Haihz...there's a lot of things going on in my head right now; until even I myself feel as if my brain is about to explode;
And this day couldn't get any worst...you know what today is just like every other day..a day where things keeps getting worst; honestly I've never had a day which I'm happy for the absolute entire day.
Tragic? I know.

Sunday, June 15, 2008

Busta Rhymes feat Linkin Park - We MAde It



Together we made it
We made it even though we had our backs
Up against the wall

See a nigga survived the worst
But my life is glorious (uh! )
But I know that I leaped every hurdle
And I'm so victorious (uh! )
Take a look I'm a symbol of greatness
Now call a nigga Morpheus (yeah)
As force securin' the win, but they
Believe I'm so notorious (yeah)
You know that I've been 'bout my bread
Even though we rappin' now (yes)
We used to live on the strip even though
A nigga higher level trappin' now (oh! )
Superseded everyone of my little struggles and (uh! )
So failure has never ever been an option (trust)
A nigga paper long like rush hour traffic
And I'm about to take the hood shoppin' (get it! )

Together we made it (say we did it niggas)
We made it even though we had our backs
Up against the wall (come on)
Forever we waited (ah hah)
And they told us we were never gonna
Get it all we took it on the road
To the riches (on the road)
To the ghetto (on the road)
In the projects, to this bangin' instrumental (on the road)
Rise with me (on the road)
Come and get it (on the road)
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yo

When it all got started we were steadily
Just getting rejected
And it seemed like nothin' we could do
Could ever get us respected
At best we were stressed at the worst
They probably said we're pathetic
Had all the pieces to that puzzle
Just the way to connect it
I was fighting through every rhyme
Tightening up every line
Never restin' the question if I
Was out of my mind
It finally came time to do it or let it die
So we put the chips on the table and
Told them to let it ride, sing it (yeah)

Together we made it (say we did it niggas)
We made it even though we had our backs
Up against the wall (come on)
Forever we waited (ah hah)
And they told us we were never gonna
Get it all we took it on the road
To the riches (on the road)
To the ghetto (on the road)
In the projects, to this bangin' instrumental (on the road)
Rise with me (on the road)
Come and get it (on the road)
Yeah, yeah, yeah, look

In case you misunderstand exactly what I'm buildin'
This shit that I can leave for
My children's (children's) children's (children)
Now on the wake up I smile, to see how far I've come (yeah)
Fighting for sales when I'm stripped
To negate the hustle from (yeah)
From nights in jail on a bench using my muscles son (yeah)
To countin' money like Dre and Jimmy and Russel was (yeah nigga)
But now I live when I dream, you see we finally did it (oh! )
Let's make a toast to the hustle
Regardless how you get it, sing it

Together we made it (say we did it niggas)
We made it even though we had our backs
Up against the wall (come on)
Forever we waited (ah hah)
And they told us we were never gonna
Get it all we took it on the road
To the riches (on the road)
To the ghetto (on the road)
In the projects, to this bangin' instrumental (on the road)
Rise with me (on the road)
Come and get it (on the road)
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

Linkin Park - Leave Out All The Rest



I dream I was missing
You were so scared
But no one would listen
Cause no one else cared

After my dreaming
I woke with this fear
What am I leaving
When I'm done here

So if you're asking me
I want you to know

[Chorus]
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

And don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory

Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest
[End Chorus]

Don't be afraid
I've taken my beating
I've shared what I made

I'm strong on the surface
Not all the way through
I've never been perfect
But neither have you

So if you're asking me
I want you to know

[Chorus]
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory

Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest
[End Chorus]

Forgetting
All the hurt inside
You've learned to hide so well

Pretending
Someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are

[Chorus]
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory

Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Forgetting
All the hurt inside
You've learned to hide so well

Pretending
Someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are
I can't be who you are

Suprise Suprise

Well I was actually asked to take part in a skit at church for Youth Awareness week;
and I play a (drum rolls please~) FLIRT!
Yes, I got one of those rolls again...first I played a bad boy's 2nd girlfriend which I only had one line; and I just needed to sit there look pretty act shock then stop my "boyfriend" from beating this looser up;
Then I played a popular girl who gives this new kid a hand phone for free so that he would join me in the "In-crowd". (I was pretty upset when I was asked to be the popular girl; why I got that roll? Cause the 2 ladies in charge (American's) said I had that rich, popular girl kind of look- shocking I know. When I really wanted to be one of the punks! And the American's dress them up as GOTHS! On the real day...sighs..)
Then there a couple of rolls that were like just for fun you know when your cg is asked to do this super short skit which there's pretty much about only 3main characters and your just one of the extras.
And I've played the girl who gets pregnant and slaps her boyfriend after he accuses her of being a slut.
And finally I am the FLIRT.
Well the real thing is on the 6th of June; well I'll just have to live with my roll and do the best I can do be a flirt; I can play dumb blonde but honestly I don't know how to flirt.

And then there's my poll...WOW! I had no idea people find me emo...I know I can be emo but; I have my moments...and I didn't know I came across to people as THAT emo! Fact is you can vote more than one answer! But everyone is only choosing one lolx.

Christine thinks I shouldn't drink so much.

Saturday, June 14, 2008

They Wouldn't Lemme Go Home!!

She's Had Too Much Beer?

Hmm...well went out and meet my ex-classmates at Leisure Mall; Wong Kok today;
And hell ya! I had a great time. And after we went Neway for karaoke...and we ordered 3jugs of beer..well when you keep pouring it in your glass you pretty much lost count on how much you're actually drinking, plus I downed it all with one go...
And I sort of realize that I can be really wild...it's crazy I know..but if I'm comfortable with where I am or I'm in the mood; I can do pretty much anything crazy...
And I just got home.
Had an awesome time!
And I sang! Well Avril Lavigne songs and Linkin Park..but obviously I skipped the screaming;
I ain't ready to go screaming like hottie Chester Bennington in public;
at lest not yet.
And I'm still a lil' confuse about how I feel towards certain things...or well people.
That's all for now I guess...just got home and had my dinner and I haven't bath!

I miss Vodka and Ice cream Soda...although Gold Lable with Coke will do just fine
.

breakfast = Home meal bread, butter and sugar.
lunch = rice+duck+2 types of vege and sup
dinner = rice+egg+2 types of vege and sup

Friday, June 13, 2008

Yes! Another Post!

Lunch = Maggie Mee (dried), with 2 pork balls (yummy), lettuce. (I think I hear my stomach growling.)

I dunno but my blog sort of well kind of...I just feel so unsatisfied with it! And I so need to change my blog banner...I dunno I think maybe cause it's going to be that time of month..that's why I'm so tired...and I think too much..yup that's bad! Like REALLY bad! And I'm constantly indulging on anime...and manga...And I'm always hungry- wait I'm not, yah and maybe that's because there IS! nothing to eat at home... (sobs..)
Currently reading a manga titled "Kimi wa petto" I actually watched the real life acting drama of it. Now I'm reading the manga.
And my dad just bugged me about my msn nickname...Hey..I like it...and the only reason why I put it was because I was hungry not because I was lazy...
Dotz...DOtzz...DOTZZZzzz....
And now his lecturing me on what I write...I wonder if my dad reads my blog hmm...
Nah..I somehow doubt it, his my dad I love him and sometimes I can't stand him..but I know he respects my privacy..My blog is VERY important to me why? Cause it's a place where I can just let it all out...And whoever wants to judge me on my posts well-
*pats the person on shoulder* I feel sorry for you. Cause I'm just being me.
Sorry that you can't handle it.

Secret Stash Of Chocolate

I think that every girl needs it...or ice cream as long as it's chocolate flavor or chocolate chip we should always have some of it hidden; cause you never know when you might really need it. Guys might not understand why cause I guess it's all on how they deal with their heart...Well different people have different ways of dealing with certain emotions...and eating chocolate for me is more or less the safest way to make me feel better when I'm depress...well it's better than getting drunk till you puke your guts out, or blasting music and slicing yourself right? Violent..I know but it works for some people. Chocolate helps most girl deal with certain heart aches...it's not a cure..it's like a drug, the taste of it helps you forget what your feeling for a moment..

And something comes up to make type this-

I should be happy that I have friends that have found that special someone in their lives and their really happy now right? Well I am..just- guess a part of me is sad for myself...There I go again...bullshitting as usual.

I had a TINY vanilla flavor muffin..and an apple; for breakfast.

Thursday, June 12, 2008

Lunch & Dinner

Gosh I'm so full!
Lunch mom bought mamak rice..so I had..fried chicken, VERY little rice (carbs are the enemy!), n vege..hey it's mamak food..and 2 potatoes..not the whole potato please! Two cube size slices of it. Don't think it's THAT fattening or unhealthy...

Dinner...home cook meal yup! Mom's a great cook, I had less then 1 and a half scoop of rice, vege (Broccoli yummy~) and steamed fish (it's always steam fish.) Ahh~ sounds healthy doesn't it.

That's pretty much all I can post for now...since my parent's are harassing me to do the dishes...cause they just ate finish..this is ridiculous on how their constantly rushing and nagging gawd! I don't nag and constantly harass them for things!

-Just finish a novel titled "A man's guide to the woman's bathroom."

Oh No...

Whether we like to admit or not girls, females, woman we're all the same! We like being praised for our looks and ideas...And seriously it doesn't matter how "tough", "emo" or robotic some girls tend to be deep inside their soft; like mush mellow soft...And if we're not careful, we might just fall for someone. But here's the thing that separates females from male, you see males well most of them when they tend to fall for a girl easily and fall out of them as well; they move on real fast. But for us females it's a little different, we don't forget so easily..we always find good things about the male to hold on to, we don't give up on them that easily; which unfortunately isn't always a good thing. And the thing that really sucks for me right now is I think my crush on someone might just grow into more than a crush..and the person I thought I REALLY like...might just vanish without me realizing it.

Where Are MY THINGS!!!!

SOMEONE TOUCHED MY THINGS IN THIS HOUSE! YES MY ROOM IS MESSY SO ALL THE MORE REASONS FOR NO ONE TO TOUCH MY THINGS! I COME BACK FROM NS AND I CAN'T EVEN FIND WHAT I NEED!

What a morning...

Listening to Tokio Hotel - Monsoon

OK for real..I am trying to loose weight like seriously...And I'm cutting down on food and eating between meals so far I managed to do that yesterday..I had an apple while waiting for Christine to pick me up for lunch..

So well I'm trying to loose weight and first I shall keep track of what I eat so that I can make sure that I DO NOT over eat..Since it's still early...all I had for breakfast was 2 pieces of white bread with 99.5% TRANS FREE, CHOLESTEROL FREE CANOLA SPREAD..OK..I have no idea what's Canola..but it TASTE like magerine and it LOOKS like magerine...And a cup of Pure Chamomile Natural Flower 0% Caffeine Tea..and 2 packs of brown sugar and 2 tiny tea spoons of Creamer...I know I know..it's as if my parents are health freaks..well their not..I think..I mean this house has nothing to eat! Zero! Nada! Like for real..Well we do have healthy oat meal biscuits from IKO which taste so GOOD! And there's Kuai Leng Kou in the fridge..mom just made it the other day..well lunch I guess mom's buying some hawker food..yah..not exactly healthy..owell...

And yah...parents pissed me off this morning it's both sides fault I guess...
And Ben Barnes from The Chronicels Of Narnia 2: Prince Caspian; acted in STARDUST! As Tristan's father when he was young! Wow!

Wednesday, June 11, 2008

Lunch With Christine etc

Well technically it was lunch with Christine, her dad, her bro, Cherie and William...at SUSHI KING! Thanks uncle Mike! I didn't really eat much trying to loose weight...there's this insane pressure to be skinny and fit into clothes I mean those bloody designers design clothes for sticks with boobies! So in a way I feel the pressure to loose lot's of weight just to look good in what I wear...going to start exercising tomorrow...HAVE-TO! Since I can't afford to go to gym yet..Although someone did ask me if I wanted her Fitness First membership although honestly I don't think I'm ready to step into the big bad world and start being independent and doing stuff like these myself...great my mom off the fan! It's HOT for crying out loud! And I finally grew the guts to call Clara International Institute...it's not that hard..guess it is kind of for me since I'm so use to being pretty anti-social..gosh what's wrong with me! But I'm force to learn to grow up and be independent at my own slow pace...

Hanging out with Christine was great..I always have a great time with her..I can just say anything with her..no fear of being judge and she'll always smile and laugh along..in a way she knows me better than I know myself...At one point I guess I felt alone cause she started college and she became so busy and I was just sitting at home being stress out putting on weight and gaming, blogging, asking around about hair styling and make up...and she just didn't really have to time to be there for me as she used to..I guess I sort of depended on her too much but after going NS..I guess it was a good thing after all..I'm still a wimp that's for sure..but I learned to deal with my loneliness...and sometimes I'm just numb but I sort of realize...thanks to romance novels..crazy I know..but bff's don't have to ALWAYS call you to maintain a great relationship...the fact that they even bother to call once in awhile is good enough...the fact that they even think about you means they are ur bff! Like for REAL! I'm glad to have you Christine..God bless you girl..God bless you.

Starbucks did me and Christine good.

Tuesday, June 10, 2008

Numb

I honestly didn't realize at all how numb I've become and what have been the caused of it..it's this constant feeling of pain inside of me that somehow feels like it's not there...I'm miserable I'll admit it I'll typed it out in my blog for the world to see I'll admit it..what's left to hide? I'm sure everyone feels the same...I know I'm not alone but in a way I am alone...It's not another phase in life..I know I need to do something to feel good about myself...I hated it at National Service..but when I come home...I don't feel the love..I don't feel wanted in a way..I feel like I'm a burden...and their throwing hints of expectation of hopes and dreams that they want fulfilled..I don't know if I am able to do those things...I'm not like those kids who are blessed with talent who don't seem to have a lazy bone in them..I wish I was like them..honestly I do..but I'm not..and no matter how much I wish I could be like them I can't, sometimes I feel like I've let them down...sometimes I hate them for turning me into what I am..I know what I want..at least I thought I did...but what I want..isn't what they want..someone ones told me that you have to be selfish to get what you want sometimes...but their selfishness over shadows mine...I don't blame them for everything...sometimes I do..sometimes I don't...sometimes I feel more hurt than love...but most of the time all I feel is rage..wrath...maybe it's from the hurts in the past..betrayal of friendship..sometimes at night when I'm alone the same conversation from a lost friend keeps playing in my head...I know sounds like something from TV..but it is exactly how it feels...I can still remember how naive I was...and how she sounded..she knew what she was talking about and she knew how the world was even at a young age..I just wanted to believe that everything was really that simple but it's not. And now I know...and I know it's only going to get worst..but already I feel numb.

Every time I hear this song..it gives me chills..not necessarily a bad thing..but it also gives me a sense of comfort..cause the lyrics is exactly how we all feel.

Linkin Park - Numb video (lyrics below)



I'm tired of being what you want me to be
feeling so faithless
lost under the surface
I don't know what you're expecting of me
put under the pressure
of walking in your shoes

[caught in the undertow / just caught in the undertow]
every step that I take is another mistake to you
[caught in the undertow / just caught in the undertow]

I've
become so numb
I can't feel you there
become so tired
so much more aware
I'm becoming this
all I want to do
is be more like me
and be less like you

can't you see that you're smothering me
holding too tightly
afraid to lose control
cause everything that you thought I would be
has fallen apart right in front of you

[caught in the undertow / just caught in the undertow]
every step that I take is another mistake to you
[caught in the undertow / just caught in the undertow]
and every second I waste is more than I can take

I've
become so numb
I can't feel you there
become so tired
so much more aware
I'm becoming this
all I want to do
is be more like me
and be less like you

And I know
I may end up failing too
But I know
You were just like me with someone disappointed in you

I've
become so numb
I can't feel you there
become so tired
so much more aware
I'm becoming this
all I want to do
is be more like me
and be less like you

I've become so numb
I can't feel you there
Is everything what you want me to be
I've become so numb
I can't feel you there
Is everything what you want me to be

Kung Fu Panda!


Honestly I never thought I would watch Kung Fu Panda but I'm so glad I did! The movie is hilariously entertaining! It's a show that's great for the kids and the family..And I like the moral of the story...And I got to watch the show with Christine which was AWESOME! And Gosh I miss popcorn!

Craving for chocolate Conetto McFlurry

Monday, June 9, 2008

AVRIL LAVIGNE - BEST DAMN THING (OFFICIAL VID!!!)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L6078CjSWKk&feature=related

check it out! well sadly all posters that posted the vid disabled the embing..so..yah enjoy~

One Republic - Say (all I need) - just released.

Note: Love Ryan Tedder's (lead singer) jacket.



Lyrics
:

Do you know where your heart is?
Do you think you can find it?
Or did you trade it for something
Somewhere better just to have it?
Do you know where your love is?
Do you think that you lost it?
You felt it so strong, but
Nothing's turned out how you wanted

Well, bless my soul
You're a lonely soul
Cause you won't let go
Of anything you hold

Well, all I need
Is the air I breathe
And a place to rest
My head

Do you know what your fate is?
And are you trying to shake it?
You're doing your best and
Your best look
You're praying that you make it

Well, bless my soul
You're a lonely soul
Cause you won't let go
Of anything you hold

Well, all I need
Is the air I breathe
And a place to rest
My head

I said I all I need
Is the air I breathe
And a place to rest
My head

Do you think you can find it?
Do you think you can find it?
Do you think you can find it?
Better than you had it
Do you think you can find it?
Do you think you can find it?
Do you think you can find it?
Yeah, better than you had it (Better than you had it)

I said I all I need
Is the air I breathe
And a place to rest
My head

I said I all I need
Is the air I breathe
And a place to rest
My head

Whenever the end is
Do you think you can see it?
Well, until you get there
Go on, go ahead and scream it
Just say it

Yes, My Hair

I know some people are pretty shock and disappointed that I left it blond instead of dyed red over it..but hey try and look on the bright side here with me...this way when the blond color fades...which won't make much of a diff just becomes a lighter shade I can dye it red myself D.I.Y duh...so no worries ^^

Sunday, June 8, 2008

It's GOLD! WTH!

OkOk...so here's how it all went down I was bleaching my hair so I could dye it red...since purple would mean I'd have to bleach my hair till it's white and do several treatment just so to keep my hair alive. So after the stylist bleached my hair me, Stephanie and the auntie figured hey why not just leave it the color it is since it turned out nice...and now my dad's nagging the shit out of me later~

Saturday, June 7, 2008

Paramore - the making of That's What You Get video

Finally It's OVER! (Annoyed post)

Well finished my NS program today...would love to talk on and on and on about it but honestly I'm exhausted...I'm extremely tired...And I'm going out with Stephanie tomorrow but right now I feel like punching her...I'm cranky o yes I am SUPER CRANKY! And Adam's annoying as usual...Gideon suggest to go somewhere and in the end everyone has to plan it as usual...hmmm...I keep so boost...And one of my friend from NS english is well...yah bad...so damn hard to communicate with her..and cute Khye? From NS turns out to be an ASS! And I'm so sleepy and I can't f*cking get Stephanie till I'm too damn DU LAN! To even be nice...GAWD! Why do people even have phone's if they don't bother to pick up!!!!!!! Wow...I just got home and already I'm blasting at people. That's all for now.

JenN = CRANKY